Monologue-ing Chris

Phase One
'Couldn't live without you?' or 'Love will get me through?' 'I could spend all the time thinking about you!' and 'You'll bump into another girl and forget about me!' 'Why don't I just stay with you and enjoy the good life?' or 'I'll need to accomplish what I long ago wanted to do!' 'You're over-aged to do this!' or 'Why don't you do this in Taiwan?' 'You can't do this since you're old and he'll leave you anyway!' or 'This costs millions and you'll get no return!' AND 'This world needs no more PhDs!' And this messy thought circuit can go round and round and round...


Note: This is the one, who really wants to stay and do the study for me! See how he occupied my bed in DC!!!

Phase Two
I couldn't find the genuine happiness I had when I again went sitting on the swing, and as usual, did that tipsy swinging at Brandon Hill. I had fun sitting over there, but then what? I find it hollow without you sharing my laughters. Would it be possible that it's because we didn't have the common memory at that place, and I find me, again, alone?


Note: The very unforgetable, best-getaway swing at Brandon Hill just right behind DC.

Phase Three
I saw places we'd been to and recalled things we did together. Sentimental feelings didn't even visit my brain or cross my mind. Feet aren't heavy with supports from you. It's the years we've been through that already made me tough enough to be back, seeing the overlapping of the past, the present and the future. Our future, us, yes.


Note: For we really love hugs from each other, our Moomin couple Mugs were bought in Helsinki; and Gordon's Mondaine Watch bought in Zurich.